Well..... got a call from Cali today from the college my dad got a job offer from....... hes being flown back down ASAP (3wks... LOL) theres 2 canidates left....... hes the stronger of the 2 but we dont think they can afford us

~ but from what i know~ there willing to pay........ so....... might be moving.........
I have no idea what im doing in school right now....... math is sucking horribly, was never a strong pt anyways, but my teacher SUCKS....... hes horrid.... i can go to ANY other PERSON and learn it better from them then he can try to teach me....... I dont know where i will be graduating from........ here or at a public school in cali.......
For friends, im realy pissed at one, who does not get it that i have had it with him and 1 other person he's friends with........ (out of 8 including myself, 5 are good friends.)
For any love life.......... yeah right......... like i have one........ for my "friend" stephi~ its weird...... cause she has a "official" boyfriend, but im her unofficial one at school and everywhere he isnt........ hes a nice guy, we get along together well! Havent told him im the other 1/2 of the relationship. Steph is great~ mainly cause i dont want her to know some of my past, and she dosent want me to know some of hers. (some i do know, but i don care, the past is the past, and aslong as it doesnt affect our relationship its fine...) Shes just so nice, and fun to be with, one of the FEW girls ive ever realy liked and shes taken.........

but whatever............It was her B-day yesterday~ im 2yrs older then she is! But we get along really well~ i think she enjoyed everyones gifts....... most of which i cant say on this board.........

~ enougth about that!
For me........ im just general out of it......... trying to get family stuff dealt with, grandpas back in the hospital with a relapse of cancer, dont know if he'll make it. Im to the poing where i dont know who i am or ever will be, but that much can be expected~
Ill be around, just kinda slow and out of it~
L8R~
The SPyder~