The very first time I had a cigarette, I enjoyed it immensely. I had probably built up a tolerance to smoke in my youth from exposure to my father's second hand smoke. That first light buzz in my head is something I will never forget. I don't really blame the cigarette companies aside from the fact that they make it available. It wasn't advertisement that lead me to have my first cigarette, it was curiousity. As they say, curiousity killed the cat and it will probably kill me, but then again, my family has proved to be fairly immune to cancer so odds are I won't get the dreaded big C. I don't even kid myself anymore and try to quit. I just keep puffin' away.
